and it starts to surface..

Jesus. only 3 days left of school. my social life for another year is about to diminish. The worst part is though, that I'm going to have this unnaturally large hole in my chest because there is so much that I'm going to miss. Come next year, I'm going to feel like i have no friends because all the seniors are leaving. there's so much i haven't said or done with them. I've confided in those people for quite awhile now, with a few in particular in mind. Graduation day is around the corner and i know I'm going to cry... so probably nobody will want to sit with me. haha. This is where life starts. This is where they start looking for jobs and begin thinking about starting families. Here comes the emotional Gabbi. I'm sorry if you have to experience this in person.